The weekend and other things..
Ah, I feel guilty every time I sit down to update this website, and so I end up not updating. Every time I’m not either doing my assignment or studying I feel guilty. I know! That’s terrible, but I have been seriously slacking off in the school deparment lately and the workload has piled up.
And i’ve just started a new shoot, so i have even less time to do school work and more time to feel guilty about it. The new shoot is a kids drama for Astro, called Hikayat Putera Shazlan about a young boy who gets bullied by his aunt who looks after him after his parents pass away, but he has a magic book that helps him. A little bit Harry Potter-ish. I play his aunt’s sister who has recently moved back to KL, and want in on the boy bullying action.
My character is very Morticia Adams – I mean i don’t look like her but act like her just a little. It’s lovely! I have two kids who are like Wednesday and Pugsley. And they had to make me look older so i wear a wig in the show, ’cause I look more like their sister than their mum (ahem!)
I’ll take some pictures soon enough to put up here! I’m shooting with Filmscape and one of my favourite directors, Kabir is directing the first 2 episodes before moving on to direct another drama – of which I hope to be in too 
Anyway, I had so much of fun over the weekend (when i was not busy feeling guilty that is!).
I went for a workshop at Lightworks which was great and I came out of it on a very real energetic high. The meditations were very good and I released a lot of things – hence the high! K.B is a wonderful facilitator! Some of the things we worked on were:
- Overcoming self destruct. This I think everyone needs to work on. We all seem to have a very deeply placed self destruct button that stops us from getting where we want to go, and accomplishing our goals. This was a powerful journey and I will need to do it many many times.
- Self Acceptance – Releasing Guilt. HAHAH! OK, this one was very powerful too, but I guess i’ll need to do more releasing with this, since I am currently practically runnnig on guilt! Guilt is one of the most useless emotion to have actually. On a vibrational level it runs really low, close to 0. Anger and fear can sometimes serve us – to warn us, protect us – but guilt? No uses whatsoever. So this is a real important on to release.
- Age Regression. Most of the time we tend to run as adults using programs that served us a children. One would never imagine wearing the same clothes as one wore as a child, but somehow we feel it appropriate to function emotionally at the same level as you were as a child. Of course, we usually don’t know this, so I don’t blame anyone but think about it, how many times do you react to a situation based on some incident that happened to you many, many years ago? This journey was for exactly that reason and it was a powerful one.
So these were the more powerful journeys we took during the workshop. KB was kind enough to record the whole thing so that we could bring it back and use it again and again.
After the workshop I went to the Annexe to visit Hisham and Peter. Did you manage to catch the exhibition they had there? I can’t remember what it’s called, but it was awesome! The real history of Malaysia – FINALLY! I’m a little bit pissed, because I spent all that time learning all this rubbish history about Malaysia for school. Such a lot of cover up. After which we adjourned next door to the exhibition for Gerome’s Disko Darurat! And danced the night away! Brilliant!
